I have
always heard that no church volunteer job is too small, and God can use even
the smallest jobs to do God's will. However, I have always felt that I have not
made enough of a difference. I feel that the most important act a Christian can
do is to help someone know God or bring someone closer to God. Although I
volunteer, I have always felt that I have fallen short in regards to really
helping someone grow closer to God. After all, how much of a difference can I
really make by cleaning up the nursery or watching children in the nursery during
church service?
Well, I have recently realized just how much these “mundane”
volunteer activities have made a difference in my life. My son had been
enjoying the nursery for many months; then, shortly after he turned 2 years
old, he became very attached to mommy. He wouldn’t leave my side, so I either
had to miss church or bring him with me for several weeks. When I brought him
with me, I spent so much time trying to keep him quiet that I left church
barely knowing the topic of the service. After weeks of this, I actually
started feeling spiritually deprived. I missed those beautiful moments with
God, and I noticed my spiritual growth had stalled.
During this time I realized
how important these nursery workers were to me. Every time the men and women in
the nursery watched my child, they were witnessing to me! Because of them, I
could hear the word of God. Because of them, I could experience awe inspiring
moments with God. My son is now moving past his mommy attachment phase. Thanks
to the volunteers in the nursery, I am growing spiritually again, but I now
have a new appreciation for the people who clean the church, cook church meals,
watch our children, greet us at the door, manage the finances, or any of the
other less noticed volunteer opportunities. God is using these unnoticed jobs
to do his ultimate will, bringing people closer to him.
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